ahhhh ): ): ): ): ): ): ): ): ): ): ): ):

I shall go... erm emo in some corner.

Watched HSM. It's er... Highly disturbing. HAHA yes. Weird. I rather have like Phantom of the Opera or something yay <3 and sing along. HAHA I want to be an opera singer when I grow up -.- I bet I'm like horribly out of tune but nobody is mean enough to tell me that. So maybe there's no hope for me being an opera singer. Model then. (Dream on lol -.-) Nutritionist. Pilot. HAHA -.-

Alternated between viola and Bio for 2 hours (which isn't very long), and eating of course. Multitasking is cool. Wasn't very productive though, only did until carbon cycle and first two pages pf Polka and Fugue. I have a very pretty pink leather mugging book that says "Made in UK". From Lauren (: Pretty mugging books make me want to mug. Lol weird -.-

No school tomorrow :D But I think I have to go for lesson with piano accompaniment D: Which I will screw up (as usual) and aural -.- Hmm. Hmmm. Looking forward to Saturday (:

My com is freakingly slow today. Anyway please click on the red "EMU" link and tag. PLEASE TAG. I desperately need tags. Yes I am very loser-ish. And it looks kind of pathetic up there because LJ doesn't support cboxes -.- But still its better to have a tagboard because commenting on LJ is very troublesome (I know). Especially the part where they check if you are a human or not -.-

Anyway. Very very very very awesome day today I am very happy :D Didn't post yesterday so I should just say some stuff about it hahaha. Hmm, had GE lunch meeting thingy which we went mainly because of the free food. Lol had two servings since they had so much left. HAHAHA eh the only thing I remembered from the thingy is how some sec 1 girl saying how we were sterotyped and stuff. And calling the school to do something about it o.o Haha I don't really agree to that though, and well if we get ostracized we should just go talk to other people or something (which is what I cannot do but I'm antisocial so nevermind). And we are not that special either -.- Lol. Oh yes and Lynn has relationship problems with her boyfriend she met from the online dating site. It's true Sarah. And so do I (with my dearest Tommy) and that's why my results are so sucky this term. HAHAHAHHA

Hmm NYSE was rather okay, but recently we always have sectionals so it gets abit mundane. Haha. YO after that, reached at 6.30 so I sat there stoning in the toilet. Hahaha I am very antisocial I know. Then pretended to be busy smsing people and practising viola o.o Polka and Fuge was damn difficult I was barely playing -.- Jonkoh (the old) moved up and taught me how to play hahaha he is quite nice. I havce a feeling that after assessments I will be sitting right at the back of the section -.-  And xueqian is the nicest he talks to me hahaha yay. Maybe I should start not being so antisocial and talk to more people -.- 

Today is fun. Connect Singapore was a big failure but well it was generally okay. Then went to have lunch with people (: <3333 HAHAHAHA -.- Bone eater in action. Lol. Shall go do my chinese presentation which is supposed to be done like a long long time ago. Zheng laoshi was like "你还没有做完阿?" then I lied that I haven't done the reflections part only. Lol -.- Kay byebye (: 

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National Day tomorrow. Let's get patriotic. National Day songs are always relatively nice. Hahahaha. Oh and I found out that my phone can do weird stuff to pictures. Hahaha I have like a picture of me looking like some south african woman. And a king who just shaved his beard -.- Lol.

Tagged by Lynn:

[1] the person who passed you this quiz is...
Lynn.

[2] your relationship with him/her is...
Classmates for two years, ex-primary school mate but I didn't really know her then. One of the people I talk to most in class. Yupyup.

[3] your five impressions of him/her
1. Short. HAH.
2. Err... amusing?
3. Nice person to talk to and be with and stuff :D
4. Socialable though she says she is autistic -.-
5. Not very understandable somehow

[4] the most memorable thing he/she has done for you
Oh. HAHA free tuna sushi weird rice wrap thing. Yes Lynn let's see what I haven't eaten before..

[5] the most memorable words he/she has said to you
"I don't like you"

[6] if he/she becomes your lover...
She won't, because even if I'm confused about my sexual identity, I would choose someone taller than me to be with.

[7] if he/she becomes your lover, what he/she should improve on...
Haha grow taller lorh.

[8]if he/she becomes your enemy...
Haha. Hahahaha. Hahahahahaha. I wonder.

[9] if he/she becomes your enemy, the reason would be...
Most probably because of me because of my weirdness and she will get pissed off by my weirdness yeah. (yuck a spider just ran across my hand o.o)

[10] the most desired thing you want to do for him/her now is...
o.o err... give her some of my chocolates tomorrow o.o

[11] your overall impression of him/her...
Hmm. Impression impression. Weird person who likes to say that she's dissapointed in me in whatever ways. Haha, which in a sense is quite good. WHY AM I EGO LYNN.

[12] how do you think people around you would feel about you?
Uh. Weird? Emuish o.o how do emus behave anyway -.- Haha I don't know, people generally think I'm quiet and reserved and blah blah. Unless I'm in Italy or something o.o

[13] characteristics you love about yourself are...
Haha I don't really know myself so I don't know what I like about myself. Maybe the myself-ness that is very likeable.

[14] on the contrary, the characteristics you hate about yourself are...
Hmm, not hate? Hate is a very strong word if I hate myself I would have jumped off the building. I don't know. Oversensitiveness, insecurity.

[15] the most ideal person you want to be is...
The most ideal person I can be? Like perfect in everything every committment. Studies, grades, music, CCA, looks, etc. Okay maybe not looks. Looks don't get you anywhere, other than like modelling or whatever o.o

[16] for people that care and like you, say something to them...
Uh thanks? For caring about me. And liking me, which is a very weird way to put it. But yeah thanks. And nothing else to say. Lol I'm a very ungrateful person :/ Okay fine thank you thank you thank you thank you thank you thank you thank you thank you x10000000. It's hard to put it in words yah.

[17] pass this quiz to ten people that you wish to know how they feel about you
1. Number 1 is sucky and there's only one weird question about siblings so I shall put my imaginary friend here.
2. Esther
3. Lynn (you can do one back for me from question 1-11)
4. Amanda
5. Joyan
6. I am sad I have no friends D: can't think of anybody else -.- Grace? (if she reads this and has time to do it)
7. Jieying (if she reads this and has time to do it too)
8. SimHwee
9. Sarah
10. I tag whoever who reads this that is not listed above. But please do 1 -11 on ME D:

[18] is number 6 having a relationship at the moment?
(grace) hahahahhahahahhahahahahahahahahhahahahahahahahahahha.

[19] is number 9 male or female
(sarah) hahah female. No doubt about that 0.0

[20] if number 7 and 10 are together, would that be a good thing?
(jieying and xx person) Uh jieying is old enough to have a boyfriend AND YET SHE DOESN'T (or maybe she does but refuses to tell me D: tsk)

[21] how about no 8 and 5 being together?
(simhwee and joyan) hahah carissa will be angry. OH WAIT. Isn't Joyan supposed to be Fwee's mother 0.0 And mine too. Lol. Incest.

[22] what is no 2 studying
(esther) studying the weird things she studies. And maybe about how to be a good counsellor. Esther you damn pro can.

[23] when was the last time you had a chat with no. 3?
(lynn) Today, and she found out something about me o.o which isn't too shocking I hope -.-

[24] what kind of music band just no 8 like?
(simhwee) eh.. weird korean/jap stuff i'm not so sure.

[25] does no 1 have any siblings?
(imaginary person) yes, loads of imaginary siblings. As much as you want 0.0 oh and I read that there's some woman who is pregnant with 9 children 0.0

[26] is no 7 the sexiest girl in the universe?
(Jieying) YESYESYESYESYES <3

[27] do you think its possible if no 4 and 5 date each other?
(amanda and joyan) Haha not really? They don't really talk much to each other. I think. Yeah.

[28] say something more about no 6
(grace) heeheehee she raped me in Italy.

[29] what's your relationship with no 9?
(sarah) Classmates!

[30] list all schools that no 1 to 10 are in/previous ones

1. Imaginary friend - Imaginary school to imaginary school
2. Esther - NYPS to NYGH
3. Lynn - NYPS to NYGH
4. Amanda - NYPS to NYGH
5. Joyan - RGPS to NYGH
6. Grace- StNicks
7. Jieying - NYGH to HC
8. Simhwee - St.Hilda's to NYGH
9. Sarah- RGPS to NYGH
10. X person - X school to x school

[31] what would you do if no 10 hates you?
(X person) hahah if that person even bothers to do this quiz that means he/she is nice to me. So won't hate me (:

[32] which of the ten people are in a relationship? 
Imaginary friend has a relationship, Grace has one with me (lol anyway she does), uh X person might have one with another X person

[33] how did you first meet no 3?
(Carissa) Uh, primary school, through esther. And we went christmas shopping together 0.0

[34] how would you react if no 3 and no 10 liked each other?
(lynn and x person) Haha depends on who the X person is. 0.0 but I guess she has somebody else HAHAHA okay I don't know -.-

[35] what would you do if no 4 tells you she's pregnant
(Amanda) I'll go, "So what name do you plan to give him/her/it? Darren/Barren/Sandra/Tundra/Moss/Lichen/Acacia/Baobab" HAHAHAHAHA. I thought she didn't like kids.

Hello this is Simhwee posting as JT (:
Lynn is eating in class!

But all evidence is gone hahahah. GONE SOON LAH OKAY STOP BEING PICKY.
I don't like this keyboard.
JT you are disgusting! You'll get diabetessssss.

NOT TRUE NOT TRUE NOT TRUE!!! There are some skinny diabetic people! 
You are so evil JT! How can you gossip about sick people. >_<

Why are you cracking each other's bones!
We have no mathhhh today.
Oh hello Shihui who is standing there :D

I HAVE BAND CONCERT TO WATCH HAHAHAHA. I'm gonna drink Starbucks. -_- LYNN.
Oh Sarah keeps asking me to meet her but I refuse to hahaha! I'm gojng to avoid people -_-
Lynn if I sms you in the middle of the night saying something random you know I'm trying to look distracted :D So you have to sms me back and I can pretend I'm BUSY. Or call me. :D

Hello Amanda. I didn't notice you were here!
(:
GO LEARN HIP HOP :D

Or you can learn that thing. Learn that thing that is like free movement or something. -_-
There's some name for it.
SOMETHING.

Haha this is lame lah okay. I'm going to post on my blogger thingy hahahhha.
(:
This is JT. This is Simhwee. This is Lynn.

DAHH.

Hello. Hahaha xueqian yes this is damn sad. I shall attempt to type everything out again. And others please leave your name when you comment! Because its hard to tell who commented 0.0 though my social circle isn't that big to not know. And blogger stinks it doesn't like me D:

Shall try to recall whatever I typed yesterday. Happy post okay, quite rare from someone like me. Heh. I predict this post will be uber long.

Okay wanted to post on Friday, but reached home at 11.30 so didn't feel like turning on the com. Went school blah blah blah, lessons weren't very interesting but Ms Chooi got relaly pissed off during math, which I presume is because I made a very dissapproving look when I couldn't see the stuff on the visualizer. Hahaha. And maybe its because almost the whole class was falling asleep and didn't listen to her. Oh wells. Weird.

Then there was SMP at Science Centre (again) so we had to leavce school at 2. Ponned half an hour of geog, but it's geog so nevermind. Then for the first time we took a bus there and Joyan didn't come because she has debates D: But she didn't miss out on alot of stuff because we didn't learn much except on how Singapore students are lousy and how ineffective the education system is. Because the speaker was like suanning every one of us, and how we are so irresponsive and stone compared to students from other countries (which I completely agree with, but he shouldn't suan like that right). And he was making comments like "I heard RGS was supposed to be the best secondary school in Singapore" and "RI gave enough comments so I shall not bother them" -.- And the food wasn't very nice either because they changed supplier D:

Took MRT to City Hall with Tze and I was annoying/pestering her with my my-skirt-is-very-tight-ness. And we concluded that JingTing got fatter/flabbier/lipid-full-er. LOL. Reached super early so Tze waited with me yay (:

Dinner was non-existentish becasue there was food at SMP. Then walked to Esplande. Dance concert was relatively nice except that some parts was rather boring. They had more people than YO concert can D: or maybe it's because some people like me didn't bother to sell tickets thats why. Haha. And the seats were so high up that we could only see stick people prancing about. The emo one was cool because the guy could dance quite well. He has a nice figure HAHA (I want to be a guy D:) And there was this weird one where they danced to Butterfly Lovers 0.0

This is a really exhaustive post -.-

Saturday.

Morning was tuition with best friend HAHA best friend -.- But it's funner to have someone to compete with you when you do work so that you can get motivated and start chionging your work. More productive :D yay. 

THen went home to take viola and went to PS. Reached super early (as usual) and waited for jieying. There's a very very very nice paper shop in PS I like it alot I want to buy the whole shop down D: Lunch with Jieying only because grace was late -.- -.- long john silvers is nice nice :D mango fish wrap hahaha 

Took bus to YO, today was the first day of me being the only girl in the section but its not really counted because jieying and grace were there. At prata. Haha. Oh well, I guess I'm glad that our section is relatively bonded :D if not I would be like -.- for the rest of the rehearsals until next year. (still regret not talking more to some people but see how it goes ): ) New deskpartner theodore, and everybody around me is freaking pro and I feel very intimidated  D: Wasn't even faking in Appalachian Spring becuse its freaking hard so I was  0.0ing at the score instead of playing -.- Difficult. I guess I would have to work very very very hard if I want to not end up at the last desk after assessments D: which I most probably will be too lazy to but goodluck to me. 

Had AGM after that, speeches after speeche. And I was rather impressed at how people could say things impromptu. Never had that talent, I have a problem with communication. OH Mr Lim gave grace jieying and I a photo of 4 of us together outside a bookshop. How sweet.

Uh had food after that, I forgot what the food tasted like but if it was very nice I would have remembered, so I presume it wasn't. Then stayed back abit to wait for jieying, and realised how gay wangxiang and xueqian were. "gay lovers running towards each other" HAHA tsk. Oh yes bestest quote of the day:

Grace: Eh xueqian likes to write the word "were" alot. (he wrote on jieying's card: "you were a very nice person")
Me: That's because he writes alot of history papers!

And from xueqian's blog:
The above quote is evidence of JingTing's superb reasoning skills and funny side of her, which is apparently not apparent on the outside.

HAHA and xueqian's blogpost:
The most interesting thing that happened to me today is meeting JingTing, who is super ineteresting which totally made my day a worthwhile and interesting one.

The above quote is evidence of my superb highly respectable impromptu crapping skills, and amazing endorsed fully by JingTing.

HAHA thank you thank you -bow-
And xueqian even your blogpost sounds like a history essay -.- 

Oh wells. Happy things happy days. I guess I got some enlightenment from some people that really made me look at things from a different perspective. I guess I shouldn't care so much about superficial things right :D Or maybe I'm a little... too sensitive? Okay this is starting to get reflectivve which doesn't look nice in a happy post. Last bit :D and I shouldnt be feeling like this over what I chose to give up D: nonono tsk. insecurity. 

HAHA if my history essay was this long I would have scored better D: Today is a fun day because its boring. HAHA so nothing to post about today. Today is doing-art-day. Let's do art.

SHIT I TYPED OUT ALOT OF THINGS AND CLOSED THE WINDOW BY ACCIDENT. Okay I am dumb. Shall post someday then D: AHH